Hey everyone, here’s my gut reaction to being accepted to world race followed by my thoughts now that I’ve had some time to digest it all. A good friend of mine here in Indiana reminded me that fear is not a good basis on which to make decisions… words to live by!
 
If you want to play the numbers game... the odds are against me
  • my home church is in disarray and I can count on one hand the people who would recognize me if I went there this Sunday.
  • I don't have a single dollar for immunizations, insurance, gear etc.

When I asked my mom if I should go for it... she said, "it's impossible"
  • As the only Christian in my family of 5, I stand alone
  • When I asked for help with spending money while I'm gone, as of now I'm on my own
So here I stand. At the foot of a mountain that God has placed before me. These are the first thoughts that come to my mind.
  1. The first question is, "Can I do this?" Maybe I'm not good enough, maybe I'm not strong enough, maybe I'm not prepared
  2. The second question is, "is there a way around this mountain?" Maybe I don't have to climb it. Maybe there's a missionary opportunity where I don't have to raise support.
  3. And finally, "maybe now is not the time, I'll climb this mountain one day, but not today..."
I was afraid

Then I remembered that I have the spirit of power and love, not timidity- 2 Timothy 1:7

This is not a numbers game. This is God's world and He is in control.
  1. 'Can I do this?' "you are my servant, I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So do not fear, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you" Isaiah 41:9-11
  2. 'Is there another way?' Jesus asks this question on the mount of olives "Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done." Luke 22:40 As we know, Jesus follows the will of the father and dies for us.
  3. ‘Maybe later’ Abraham does not delay when he is called. He prepares and he follows God’s call!
So here I stand. At the foot of a mountain that God has placed before me. I will do my best to scale it in faith! Believing without seeing and trusting in God to make a way for me! I can already see the work God is doing so I will surely keep you all informed as I continue on my journey : )
 
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